Dating a virgin (part 1)

Dear Diary, I suppose life is a pendulum swing. I went from a crazy, passionate, non-defined relationship (see previous blog posts) to one that is very considerate, stable, and monogamous. Sounds great right? Except the part where he is waiting till marriage to be "intimate." I can't decide whether it’s the Universe saying "Fuck you" … Continue reading Dating a virgin (part 1)

A scar on my heart (thoughts from a child online sex abuse victim)

Sometimes you forget about your past. You forget about being a victim. Forget about the time that you were manipulated and used. Forget that you abandoned your morals to please a man who just wanted to use your body. Forget that you willingly did so because you thought you loved him. He made you fall … Continue reading A scar on my heart (thoughts from a child online sex abuse victim)

how much of a “friendship” to expect in a fwb situation

dear diary, I’ve been starting to hook up with a guy on my tour through Europe. He’s a nice guy and all but he never takes initiative (I’ve had to make most of the first moves) and isn’t very physical affectionate. Now being someone who’s big on physical touch as my love language, I need … Continue reading how much of a “friendship” to expect in a fwb situation

how do you know when to let go

It’s crazy when someone that used to mean the world to you. Someone you would’ve given your life for without hesitation starts slowly becoming a stranger. The conversations become more formal. Months go by without talking. Apologies of “sorry my life is just so busy” becomes the norm. Sometimes it hurts. That kind of hurt … Continue reading how do you know when to let go